The Future is Here
The future is here
And everything I hoped I wouldn’t be, I have become
She’d be dissapointed
But I’d yell to the hills that i’m trying my best
And she’d understand
The future is here
And everything I hoped I wouldn’t be, I have become
She’d be dissapointed
But I’d yell to the hills that i’m trying my best
And she’d understand
I can’t sing with you here I can’t dance with you here I can’t smile with you here I can’t laugh with you here I can’t breathe with you here
I wish I could go on that vacation you asked me to go to with you But today is not that day I wish I could sit in the sand and gaze at the sea I wish i could smile at myself and say i’m alright But today is not that day Today I’m drowning…
I’m in bed again today. I’m too tired I feel heavy A weight squeezes my chest and weighs down on my body It’s hard to breathe Alas, I breathe Alas… I’m in bed again today I’m too scared I’ve seen the worst of those who were meant to care and its exhausting facing them I’m…
Prparing for my first artist alley
Nov 12 2025 – Chaos after Peace Though tiring, I’ve had a decent couple of months lately. I spent 2 months preparing to sell my art face to face for the first time. Then, after having attended these events, I felt at peace. So peaceful was my normally anxious mind that it bordered dissociation. The…
I cry for you You who has been taken from this world Not too soon or too late But by your own volition I have wished to join you all many times During nearly silent nights where muffled sobs rang out softly And bright sunny days where waterfalls rushed out plentifully You seemingly happy human…