Living is overstimulating
Let me be a stone
Living is overstimulating
Let me be a stone
2026 has been a whirlwind and I’m looking forward to what else it’ll throw at me.
The future is here And everything I hoped I wouldn’t be, I have become She’d be dissapointed But I’d yell to the hills that i’m trying my best And she’d understand
I wish I could go on that vacation you asked me to go to with you But today is not that day I wish I could sit in the sand and gaze at the sea I wish i could smile at myself and say i’m alright But today is not that day Today I’m drowning…
Its 3:00 am and I’m drowning again You come to my room and perch on my back Dragging me back to shore Thank you I can breathe better now
I cry for you You who has been taken from this world Not too soon or too late But by your own volition I have wished to join you all many times During nearly silent nights where muffled sobs rang out softly And bright sunny days where waterfalls rushed out plentifully You seemingly happy human…
Nov 12 2025 – Chaos after Peace Though tiring, I’ve had a decent couple of months lately. I spent 2 months preparing to sell my art face to face for the first time. Then, after having attended these events, I felt at peace. So peaceful was my normally anxious mind that it bordered dissociation. The…