I awake another day
and again my happiness strays away
The hole in my chest lingers still
Its permanence it must instill
I try to encase it
with the things I love
But even they fade after a while
As on days like this
It eats my bliss
and seeps through cracks
Making today
A subpar day
On a silent night like this I anticipate the worst I have not known peace for long, so we are not well acquainted But it visits me from time to time Only to get snatched away as quickly as a floating leaf in a whirlwind Can you blame me for being anxious at my happiness,…
I like it when its windy indoors My fan is on all hours of the day The noise soothes me And the leaves of my plants waving in the wind Pleases me The breezes have the softest touch No human could ever replicate And so that’s why I treasure the kind of peace That settles…
I wish I could go on that vacation you asked me to go to with you But today is not that day I wish I could sit in the sand and gaze at the sea I wish i could smile at myself and say i’m alright But today is not that day Today I’m drowning…
Its 3:00 am and I’m drowning again You come to my room and perch on my back Dragging me back to shore Thank you I can breathe better now
She sets time aside for herself The black mirror displaying that which she find arousing Moments that normally evade her come to mind Adding to the intensity of this experience A muffled constant buzz sounds out Its rhythmic pattern undoing the tension of everyday life replacing the tension with a warm fuzz From that grows…
I can’t sing with you here I can’t dance with you here I can’t smile with you here I can’t laugh with you here I can’t breathe with you here