An Anxious, Depressed God

I don’t believe in any God

But I often wonder

If there is some extraordinary higher level being who created us all

Are they disappointed?

Not disappointed by what humans have grown to become…

More like what they failed to achieve with our design

Physical, mental and whatever else

Like an artist who drew bad art

And decided to abandon it instead of making it better

Is that the reason for the deafening silence when we look up at the stars?

The unanswered prayers?

Leaving the answered ones to luck?

Is God a depressed artist?

Unsatified with their work?