I can’t sing with you here
I can’t dance with you here
I can’t smile with you here
I can’t laugh with you here
I can’t breathe with you here
I can’t sing with you here
I can’t dance with you here
I can’t smile with you here
I can’t laugh with you here
I can’t breathe with you here
I’m here again In front of a candle It is lit, it wanes , it roars It scares me I’m hesitant to let it guide me What if I drop it? Like I’ve done the others? A candle graveyard Lies behind me Melted beyond recognition Shame is mixed into the soppy wax of these past…
I wish I could go on that vacation you asked me to go to with you But today is not that day I wish I could sit in the sand and gaze at the sea I wish i could smile at myself and say i’m alright But today is not that day Today I’m drowning…
I cry a lot more often nowadays I cry at the beautiful flowers I cry at the rain I cry for myself and those I love I cry for those who I’ve yet to meet I cry for those I’ve lost I just keep crying
I awake another day and again my happiness strays away The hole in my chest lingers still Its permanence it must instill I try to encase it with the things I love But even they fade after a while As on days like this It eats my bliss and seeps through cracks Making today A…
The future is here And everything I hoped I wouldn’t be, I have become She’d be dissapointed But I’d yell to the hills that i’m trying my best And she’d understand
Its 3:00 am and I’m drowning again You come to my room and perch on my back Dragging me back to shore Thank you I can breathe better now