I can’t sing with you here
I can’t dance with you here
I can’t smile with you here
I can’t laugh with you here
I can’t breathe with you here
I can’t sing with you here
I can’t dance with you here
I can’t smile with you here
I can’t laugh with you here
I can’t breathe with you here
The future is here And everything I hoped I wouldn’t be, I have become She’d be dissapointed But I’d yell to the hills that i’m trying my best And she’d understand
I don’t believe in any God But I often wonder If there is some extraordinary higher level being who created us all Are they disappointed? Not disappointed by what humans have grown to become… More like what they failed to achieve with our design Physical, mental and whatever else Like an artist who drew bad…
I wish I could go on that vacation you asked me to go to with you But today is not that day I wish I could sit in the sand and gaze at the sea I wish i could smile at myself and say i’m alright But today is not that day Today I’m drowning…
I’m in bed again today. I’m too tired I feel heavy A weight squeezes my chest and weighs down on my body It’s hard to breathe Alas, I breathe Alas… I’m in bed again today I’m too scared I’ve seen the worst of those who were meant to care and its exhausting facing them I’m…
I’m here again In front of a candle It is lit, it wanes , it roars It scares me I’m hesitant to let it guide me What if I drop it? Like I’ve done the others? A candle graveyard Lies behind me Melted beyond recognition Shame is mixed into the soppy wax of these past…
Its 3:00 am and I’m drowning again You come to my room and perch on my back Dragging me back to shore Thank you I can breathe better now