Overstimulation
Living is overstimulating Let me be a stone
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Bed
I’m in bed again today. I’m too tired I feel heavy A weight squeezes my chest and weighs down on my body It’s hard to breathe Alas, I breathe Alas… I’m in bed again today I’m too scared I’ve seen the worst of those who were meant to care and its exhausting facing them I’m…
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Tired
And suddenly I feel the weight of a thousand boulders on my shoulder I was fine a second ago …I need rest.
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The Future is Here
The future is here And everything I hoped I wouldn’t be, I have become She’d be dissapointed But I’d yell to the hills that i’m trying my best And she’d understand
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Those gone and Those Left
I cry for you You who has been taken from this world Not too soon or too late But by your own volition I have wished to join you all many times During nearly silent nights where muffled sobs rang out softly And bright sunny days where waterfalls rushed out plentifully You seemingly happy human…
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Moonlit Cage
The moon is bright tonight I stare at it a while from the window of my moonlit cage I caress the bars that lock me in so comfortably I’m alright here Locked away from everyone and everything Though, I wonder at times Would the moon look better outside this cage? If I were in a…
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Candle
I’m here again In front of a candle It is lit, it wanes , it roars It scares me I’m hesitant to let it guide me What if I drop it? Like I’ve done the others? A candle graveyard Lies behind me Melted beyond recognition Shame is mixed into the soppy wax of these past…
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After my demise
I was but a speck of sand Temporarily gracing the earth with my presence But my time came As it does And I am now no more Know that during these last few years I enjoyed my life Some may have called me a hermit But those that did Do not know the relief that…
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Today
I wish I could go on that vacation you asked me to go to with you But today is not that day I wish I could sit in the sand and gaze at the sea I wish i could smile at myself and say i’m alright But today is not that day Today I’m drowning…
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Tears
I cry a lot more often nowadays I cry at the beautiful flowers I cry at the rain I cry for myself and those I love I cry for those who I’ve yet to meet I cry for those I’ve lost I just keep crying